What an interesting day yesterday was. I'm going to post a little update on my anxiety yesterday and confess to those of you who read, how "childish" hormones can make you feel. Obviously I was pretty upset at the time, now looking back I have to laugh just a little. Shawn came downstairs looking for me, comes in the room, lays down across the foot of the bed asking me what I'm doing.. This is where it gets interesting.. Instead of calmly telling him about how I felt with the mess like any adult would. I look at him, and I feel myself breaking down. I start to tell Shawn about how much anxiety I had over a stupid mess and I'm trying to hold myself together. Meanwhile, my lips quivering as I'm trying to speak without having a melt down and trying desperately to hold my tears back and BAM water works everywhere. I'm sure Shawn could not make out half of what I was saying because lets be honest here, I was an utter mess.haha. I gotta love my husband dearly though. I could tell in his eyes he felt so sorry for me and was completely understanding. But he couldn't help but laugh at me and say "oh dear, what are you going to do when baby gets here?" My reply was somewhere along the lines of either loose my mind entirely or hopefully the "mess anxiety" passes as soon as I'm too exhausted to care. It honestly is just too funny. Although I do not wish to repeat how I felt yesterday. Anyhow, after that we went and took Camron to spend the night at his dad's then went and did some grocery shopping. Somehow after that we just managed to be as lazy as you could imagine for the rest of the day. Which was nice and I suppose we should do that as much as possible till our little girl gets here. It's not very often we get the opportunity to just relax and pretend that the world doesn't exist besides just the two of us.
I was reading some posts the other day on the baby app on my phone and there was a big conversation about now that your pregnant what are some things that you will not take for granted once baby is born. I got thinking about this the past few days and I have some interesting things that I miss about not sharing my body (although I do love the fact that I'm pregnant and don't overly mind sharing)
1. Being able to get up off the couch unassisted.
2. Hearing my stomach growl in my abdomen and not my ribs. I never ever noticed this till last night. I have to say it's really unnerving to hear rumbling that close to your face when it used to rumble in your belly.
3. Being able to eat/drink in a semi-reclined position. I currently have to sit exactly upright or it feels as if my food/drink is just going to sit in my throat all day.
4. To not have my little invader dig her feet/hands/knees/elbows (whatever it is) push against my herniated belly button. She doesn't do it too often, but man alive does it ever hurt when she does. Pretty much stops you in your tracks and you stop breathing till she's done hurting you.
5. To have a normal belly button again. I'm sure the hernia doesn't help much but it's pretty amusing when you look down at your belly and the first thing your eye catches is BELLY BUTTON prodruding 3/4 of an inch past your belly.
6. Last but not least (although I'm sure I'll think of more) being able to eat/drink almost anything without heartburn. Water is even a struggle most of the time.
That's all I have for today.
Have a great day xoxo
Countdown Update:
Currently 30weeks 6days
215 days down, approx. 65 days to go
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