It's official, I'm developing kankles!! Looked down after my shower and my once very prominent ankle bone has gone into hiding. Guess that explains where all that xtra weight has gone.. Legs are most definitely more plump haha. Oh well, what can a girl do??
I've discovered lately that I'm not a fan of the changes going on. If you remember a while back I was nesting. Well the house has stayed relatively neat and tidy since that day. It only takes me about 15 mins to do random clutter control. Not to mention cam has been fantastic at cleaning up his toys the way mommy likes them done. I'll get to the point though. I'm laying in bed downstairs writing this because the mess of Shawn and Cam playing Legos and K'nex has given me the worst case of anxiety I've had in a really long time. So I'm hiding... I want them to have fun and I cannot be upstairs without the mess bugging me. I feel like a child hiding from angry parents haha pretty pathetic. I'm really hoping this clean anxiety doesn't get any worse after the baby comes. Hoping I can retrain my way of thinking at least a bit so I don't have a psychotic breakdown every time there's a mess. Keep your fingers crossed for me! <3
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