A Sad Day In Our Household

We got some of the worst news yesterday we could have ever received. My best friends baby passed away yesterday afternoon at the innocent age 4 months. Just before we found out Shawn and I were talking about baby Colby. I was saying how much I missed her since they moved back to PG. How I felt as if Colby was my own child. I have never bonded with a baby (besides Camron) the way I bonded with her. We just had a special connection. Something I can't quite begin to describe. I feel as if I have lost my own child and can only imagine how Kelsey is feeling right now. This got me thinking about God. I've honestly never truly believed in a higher power. But when a child is taken so young I have to believe that she was needed somewhere else more than she was needed on earth. I believe Colby was destined for great things and would have grown up to do so much good in the world. I sat outside last night and looked up at the stars, this is what got me thinking about heaven. I feel like Colby is up there shining brighter than she ever did, watching over us all. Especially her mom Kelsey, Brother Chase, and all the friends and family she had in the world. I love you Colby, I don't ever want to have to say goodbye. You we're taken from us too soon. No parent should ever have to say goodbye to their child. I love you with all my heart and pray that you are watching over your mom right now. She needs you. Rest In Peace my love.